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Left Eyed Gemini
01:41
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2. |
Perish the Thought
05:08
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don't wait up for me
i can't think straight
this time please don't freeze
just run from focus til i can't see
why am i the one
resenting everyone i love
don't wanna fake another smile
don't ever want to see you move on
why is it everything is all the same
even thru all the fame
i stand beside myself inside of a joke
even when i admit to take the blame
and tarnish my own name
the guilt inside me causes myself to choke
all these dreams in me
acheived but still i don't feel complete
all alone somehow
this time there's nothing stopping me now
i'll reach my arms outside the windows
catching any breath i can
i'll need the strength to lie about
my perfect promised land
these words embodying them all
as herds of dolls before the fall
caked up in makeup
tracing circles in the sky until i call
coming to my senses
losing all i never had
i'm burning each and every photograph
to keep from looking bad
saving faces i've forgotten
save my own face, no exception
frame them safely, fake a smile
and say goodbye to my reflection
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3. |
Let It Be
05:25
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skies open, raining again today
i'm hoping, i'm wishing but i won't pray
all wet, soaking it up
i can take a lot of pain but enough is enough
inside, trapped myself
my god i never thought that this could happen to
someone else
six hits, loving it rough
but no one ever knows if you cover it up
then you fall down, don't make a sound
lights out, i don't know what you're talking about
this time i've lost tonight
but tomorrow's the chance to make it right
all the scenery is strange
gone a year i'll face the change
there is nowhere left for me
so let it be
my mind is going blank
and i can't recall a reason or a soul that i should thank
new world i won't embrace
a dimension that's preventing me from keeping the pace
slowed down you'll grab the knife
and dissect the little decencies installed within my life
another answer that i can't face
you may forget my body but not my face
i know i'm a disgrace
but there is no peace until i die
every destiny turns black
in the end we'll face that fact
my futures gray and i can't see
so let it be
my mind is going blank there is no one to thank dissect
what's left of me but you won't let me
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4. |
Self Images
05:31
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understand that I went backwards
falling over, going home
but moving foward as I spoke,
"i thought you understood the consequences"
diversion from the Earth,
a newer version of my birth
deserving every moment. I said,
"this time i meant it"
i need to stop this, its all a mistake
i said I'd do it, whatever it takes
this time I'll keep every promise I make
take a step backwards and give me the strength
give up my life and rewind it tonight
so sudden but safe led to the light
betray my stay because here i'm ok
there's nothing really left for me anyway
give up my life and rewind it in white
no tunnels to take me to sleep tonight
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net]
betray my stay cause the answer's to
kill yourself and live happily after
repeat the sequences i dont know what this means
cause all i see between us is me saying
"seperate the fake selections"
the same, its all the same my name, my clothes, my everything
again i'm left here thinking that
"i thought i could see it"
now I'm fading falling in cascades
i feel safer when I'm translucent
and I'm phasing, changing different shades
i'm so lucid when I'm not moving
i need to stop this, its all a mistake
i said I'd do it, whatever it takes
pull the trigger cause everything's fake
pull the trigger and everything breaks
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5. |
Siren Song
03:21
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once upon a time you could read my mind
and dictate my life all ahead of time
teach me once again everything so wrong
sing a siren song just to string me along
when i start to believe you can help
get lost in myself and lose sight of just how
i can't further relate.
no i can't it's impossible
i can't help but feel slightly betrayed
that something you said would take me so far away
and despite all the strength that it takes
to not medicate, i'm losing my faith again
all i know is that i'm not the same
i lose all the weight and safely sit home again
cause despite all the strength that it takes
i stay awake to witness my day as it breaks
caged in ribs and rhymes i can fake the joy
and i guess sometimes i prefer the void
but i swear somewhere deep within that hole
lies a filthy heart that was once a soul
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6. |
Frozenpause
04:27
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stop. delayed reaction.
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7. |
Version2
03:56
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The beginning of an end, always ends with a start
But the only way to mend will begin with the heart
Only one way I can relieve that stress
I'll burn my address in less than an hour
The trigger, a sentence so hard to read
But my vision needs a fix so I'm ready to see
And I quicken the prose I chose to describe
The beat of a heart that belonged to our lives
(We cannot wait but we do not mind
Everything's set and we're leaving tonight
Avoiding the plot, we run to survive
For fun we escape through another disguise)
As the "we" becomes "I" the merge is so slight
That I blink while I manually change my mind
As our vision runs empty, the words fall apart
The beginning of an end always ends with the start
(And we choose to ignore the call of our hearts)
Another aspect that I can't see
Another version of me between all the lines you read
Hidden carefully beneath the beat
There lies defeat, delicately discreet
Only one way I can relieve that stress
I'll burn my address in less than an hour
Hidden carefully beneath the beat
There lies defeat, delicately discreet
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8. |
II transMuter
05:11
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when the left eye goes blind, leave my logic behind
and i just can't unwind what i see in my mind
holding on to a thought i could just recreate
i believe you could teach me to not dilate
ask myself to stop myself
i've tried so hard for no one else
i've tried so hard to be what you don't want me to be
wrong answer so divine
i could love you right inside of this rhyme
i guess by now you see that i'm my own worst enemy
now the right cannot see what you want me to be
and ideas aren't answers, they're just a disease
full of toxins and insects, it's failing to take
in an image of you that's so wrong, stay away, stay
away
ask myself to stop myself
pull my heart off my sleeve, put it into my mouth
i tried to stop the beat but it just started to bleed
wrong rhythm run so fast
never try to learn a lesson when you channel the past
i know by now you see that i have no real history
in everyway i retained your grace
i tried at least to salvage what i couldn't replace
focus on you i'm to weak to play
a slave unto the speed at which my vision relays
and everyday make the same mistake
accept that i'm the accident expecting to break
i set it up, i deserve the worst
i blame myself but this must be a curse
with my ear to the ground, i'm recording the sound
of the movement of you cause the nightmare came true
never knew what i had til the moment it changed
it got lost in amazement in mazes of rain
ask myself to stop myself
i couldn't let go and i couldn't let it out
i tried to change my mind but then you started to die
transforming gemini
i know you had to adapt when you had to survive
but i wish we could relate in a more comfortable place
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9. |
Of Love & Death
05:48
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pretend, just let me sleep again
i'm losing confidence with consciousness i need to begin
i don't know why, well just look under my eyes
through the REM into a dream where i could save you again
and i feel so cursed with this long life
because i wanna goto heaven but i don't wanna die
i close my eyes just to kill some time
escape eternity and exit anywhere that i like
and the screams might seem like they're coming from someplace inside
i hide within my body alive
when i die don't let them bury me, i'll never survive
just leave a trace of me as debris
to leave my mark on this place in case i still can't see
i lied when i said i never tried
when i die don't let them bury me, i'll never survive
set free, now i'm just by myself
there's no use for good health when i'm trapped here without you
i swell like an ocean inside
when you died you didn't stop me from..
you didn't stop me in time
i'll throw my fist deep within the beach
but the heart of the earth is too far out of reach
tearing graves in the sand in the shape of my veins
i lay down as i drown while the blood comes in waves
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10. |
High Tech Low Life
03:45
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despite the strength it always takes
to wake before the day just breaks
i sleep inside a ghost press bed
and strap myself inside my head
instead of looking backwards
i forget to log my history
repeat the dreams stuck inbetween
suspend the width of disbelief
i claim to care that i am free
there's nothing real to all my needs
below the surface you shall see
a high tech low life way beneath
as i try to understand why
i can't rely on DIY
i'll trace my face all over mine
and hope that i will multiply
everything i see, it pertains to me
in a shallow way, i begin to breath
i tune out the world and i'm self aware
see me sit and stare but i'm not really there
i never wanted it to end like this
but it just seems you've missed the theme of the story
you all rely on a myth in the sky
so thats why i insist you ignore me
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11. |
Expired Inside
04:32
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...seductive destruction you feel so new...
...our kiss twisting all of my dreams come true...
...big eyes staring sideways away from mine but...
these words to this song aren't exactly what i feel
inside
cliches like pain and life
they bleed onto the paper in a petty disguise
bad poems and phony regrets
i abuse all the excuses that i used to forget
for attention, i'm fresh so why not me
new love, new lies, new inspirations
sick thoughts, sad manifestations
all alienating in an alien nation
recycling words that rhyme
i lie to myself just to make it alright
this time i'll change the lines
and obsess over confessions that i can't leave behind
depressed by love, that's fine
expressed thru art that isn't mine
this song means nothing to me
but if it didn't exist than who would i be?
don't try to tell me im blind when you're the one who
can't see
don't try to tell me that you're better than me because
i've never asked for your help, i'm just expressing
myself
maybe one day you'll see that every song's a clone of
itself
don't try to tell me i'm dead when you're the one who
can't breathe don't try to tell me that you're better
than me because
it's true i'm just like the rest but i just can't make
the cut
i've died inside, i'm just a shell outside that should
have gave up.
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12. |
Right Eyed Gemini
03:11
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