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A Dead Man's Bastard

from THOUGHTS BEYOND WORDS by genCAB

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lyrics

she conceived of a scene
sleeps with a sword that she swore to adore less
scraping her knees as she bleeds for importance
nobody needs me to see where the gardens grow

I’m beginning to feel afraid
that I’m never gonna change to someone else
all alone in the world to blame myself

she would plead, kept the seed
couldn’t survive the procedure before her
got what she needed but left me an orphan
no one believes that it feels like the monsters won
left to grieve, haunting me
seeking the grave that became like a bunker
came here to take in the name that was under
savor the culture collected across the stone
(cause I’m coming home)

I’m beginning to feel afraid
that i’m never gonna change to someone else
just a father figure full of shame
another demon to explain that I need help
like a beast that was full of rage
something missing to reclaim but I can’t dwell
all alone in the world to blame myself

SHE GRABBED THE KNIFE
DEFENDING WHAT SHE’D DONE
BUT SHE SAID TO ME, “SON,
YOU DONT QUESTION BLOOD"

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from THOUGHTS BEYOND WORDS, released January 14, 2022

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